Gloomy sunday

"Yesterday...

In each man's life there comes a time
when we must say good bye to the days of safety,
the days of innocence, the days of pure,untainted joy, the days
of childhood. We take a step forward whenever a period ends in our life towards
our purpose, our reason for existence on this earth. Yet, even if we try to escape it, with each step
there comes a feeling of sorrow, of regret. For we leave behind people, places that have come to be more or less a part of us.
Such is the time for me.High-school is over and college is near.I feel a mixture of fear,excitment and sadness inside.
Fear for the new, excitement for the new and sorrow for the old.For the last 8 years my steps have taken me to CNER and now they shall lead me
past it,towards UAIC. People I have seen each day, well...almost each day.., for the past 4 or 8 years will seem so far.
I wonder if we will drift apart. I also fear that we will change in such an extent that we will no longer find each other's company agreeable.
One of my other fears is an old fear of mine, failure. I fear that i have made a mistake and that i do not belong to letters.uaic.ro..:)).
But I guess I'm being rather silly right about now. I never was good with knowing what I want. Too many choices kill me. :))
The only thing left to do know is to hope for the future and let life follow it's own course.

... Came suddenly"

"With the last breath of my soul
I'll be blessin you"